Tuesday, August 30, 2005
yup. indeed mj has given us 2
whole days of holiday! but hey, that's not a truthful reflection of how the mj environment is like.
the 2 days break's for studyin. not slacking.
had a bad day at school. classmates were down and out. the mood was like crap.partly cos cherlyn wasn't herself today.
she fell sick. poor girl. and wanqi. another headache. really wish i could step in to help u solve ur problem.
however, some stuff have to be left to ourselves to handle. this is one such example i guess. only u can make a difference.
if i were to help, things might worsen. i think u'll get what i mean.
but hey, i'll be here for u yea. steph too. =D
hees. anyways, mj had our teachers' day celebrations today.
iwasquitedisappointedwiththeclass.
coswedidn'tmanagetotakeadecentpicture.
andourbadhabitshavebecomeevenmoreprominant.
s205.aclassthatseemsbonded
onthesurface.
webragaboutourclassspiritbutweactuallyhavenothintooffer.
wemeanlittletoeachother.
itdoesn'tmattertomeeveniftheclassdidnotexist.
s205isnotsomethinmylifeisbuilton.
norisitsomethinineedtorelyontodurintimesofneed.
thesadtruthisthat.
*deepinside.
we'rejustplainindividualbeingseverysingleoneofus.
perhapssomeofushaveothercommitments.
noclassoutings.everyonegoestheirseperateways.
*ilongforaclassthatisunited.iwannafeelasenseofbelonging.ofwarmth.
that'sjustMYopinion.umightfeelotherwise.that'sfine.cos
remember,
u'renotme.
i enjoyed the performances more than anythin else. shan't comment on the first performance. only that pweetiee boy was in it. (:
met his class at tm later on.
the dance was great, council did a good job on their skit & dance, the keyboard player was astoundin and somewhat emotional.
the female vocalists had powerful voices. kinda inspired me to become a singer. =x
after that went out with fung and steph. met many many many people. especially old friends.(the whole place had plenty of tpjcians.) like yuujin, juliana, jeff, longhui *miss squashin with them. hehe. ^^
and the list goes on. after which socks came to join us but left shortly.
went to buy some teachers' day stuff with fung. den i came home. (:
PS. sorry if this entry sounded too whiny. seems like i've been complainin alot. that was how i truly felt today.
theresnowayicanpleaseeveryone.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:53 PM
7:53 PM
